I have been reflecting on this semester away from home and really do think that I have encountered things here in this community that I would't have in Atascadero. That has created learning experiences that I wouldn't have had in Atascadero and this is worth this whole semester. To be totally honest, there have been a lot of messy relationships here at Portantorchas. There has been a lot of hurt, a lot of restoration, and a lot of learning.
What would have made this semester better? A lot of things. But, I think I would have given up a lot of wisdom and knowledge if it were the "perfect" semester. The current lesson I am learning as the semester ends is summarized in this question: Am I willing to take my hurt and my frustration and thank God for it? Along with that, will I see all the good, all the lovely, all the blessing, and focus on that? Any time I have a relationship in this world, I have the chance of being hurt and I think that is a reality that I will encounter for the rest of my life. But, every relationship has the chance to bless me. Every relationship at Port has blessed me and shown me God in a new way.
And, now as I think about leaving Port to a new unknown, I am thankful for all you who read this blog and are praying for me wherever you may be. I am leaving in a weak-ish (Nov 30th) to an orphanage in Honduras called Orphanage Emmanuel (I will be there from Nov. 30th until January 30th). I have no idea what to expect, what capacity I will be serving in, or how God will use me, but I am in expectancy of what God will do in my life and hopefully the lives of some of the children at the orphanage.
Please be praying for the following:
- Safety in traveling both to and from the orphanage.
- New and meaningful relationships to form between myself and the other volunteers/staff and children.
- Health and safety in the months I am living at the orphanage.
- One close friend to walk through the experience with at the orphanage.
- The chance to see God in new ways.
- That my Spanish will improve greatly while I am there, and that my lack of Spanish won't hinder what I need to communicate.
Thank you all for your love and support. I may not be able to update the blog until February, so if I can't, enjoy your Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Year, and I will be thinking of you!
Check out the orphanage at this address: http://orphanageemmanuelhn.weebly.com

